Broken Friendship

Shit happens!!

Life isn't that pretty, we hate it most of the time, no one to support us most of the time, few a very few people would understand us and support us, they may stay with us, disappear, stop believing in us, or just die... and all of that just hurts,, but the most of it that would hurt really really deep, is you blow it of for yourself, you ruin it with your own hands,, some of us are just the idiots to do that to themselves .

So, to keep holding on these supportive people and never lose them, I say we must shut the f*** up, and keep our shit to ourselves, no one would understand your pain more than yourself or someone just like you in your shoes, some people may like you and want to be beside you and here for you and bla bla bla , but believe me, they won't, maybe they really wanted to, but they just couldn't do it, so they back off, and give up on you so when someone tells you what's wrong? tell me, you can lean on me,, you may can believe their intentions but don't rely on it that much, because not everyone have the intentions also have the ability to do it..

so you just say "Nothing and smile a really big smile, or laugh hard like a retarded person, in the sake of not losing these people,

This is the situation in Egypt right now, but soon isa SCAF will be gone!!

What would you do!!

If this view is right in front of you .. in real .. and there is a car and its key in your hand, would you escape from your own life and drive away never turning back ,, never look behind, run away from your actual life??

where would you go, and what would you do!!

If I were you, I'll drive .. and you???

P.S: Be brave and tell ....

Twilight Vs. Twitter!!

It's just my opinion ..

A piece of advice..

"Don't try to imitate someone's uniqueness point, it won't make you unique and special, it makes you a copycat, But try to find yours, that's what makes you ORIGINAL !!"

Basma Negm..

YOU think!!

If you’re not the crying kind of person,

If you’re a silent person,

What would you do if you’re hurt??

What would you do to relief yourself??

What would you do??

Do you forget?? Or act like you do..

Cause you can’t forget..

Will you laugh.. Will you smile?

Will you dance.. Or walk a mile!!

Will that make it go away??

Will that fix it right away??

Will somebody feel your pains??

Will they shot you in your veins??

With their happiness and support!!

Will they judge you in their court??

Why don’t you complain.. Why you’re so silent ??

Will that make a difference in their eyes??

Is that how they living their lives??

It won’t make a difference.. You think

It won’t fix it.. You think

Words cannot do what actions may do .. I think!!!

3 AM.

3 AM. And no sleeping seems to come around, eyes are wide open like if I just wake up, my body has that energy and is ready to do something that I have no idea what it is!! Maybe if I started to jump it will go with me and jump, no sleepy head here.. They are all ready but for what!! ... There is nothing to do, it's empty shallow world nothing to do, no one to call or talk to at that time,,

Trying to sleep one more time this time trying so hard.. nothing but thinking what I am going to do with my life,, what am I going to be? Where am I going to be? With whom am I going to be? Or I'll end up alone doing nothing but dying slowly watching everyone having their happy endings but me..

I think I want to be this… Ok, let's working on it… no no no I want to be that, Ok, no problem I'm still young I have so much time to start all over again, no worries, no no no no I don't think that is me, I can't be that it's not for me, I'll take some time off to think about what I really want!!!

Oooooh, that's exactly what I want!! I want to write over and over again and travel here and there, see so many people, so many countries, make new friends from all over the world, travel overseas discover new places, make some adventures…

Now I know what I need to do, I need to read lots of books, essays and everything that reaches to my hand,, I need to write more to practice writing, I need to find some magazine to publish my writings… Ooh Oh and I need some guidance, someone to take my hand to reach to my goal!! But where to find that someone!!

Maybe online I'll find what I'm looking for… maybe I'll try FaceBook, Yes, pages and groups,, yeah.. Like like like,, all set… now i'm ready to start reading and writing,, and that will be the first thing to do tomorrow morning…

And now it's still 3.25 AM. And still no sleep, Ok sleeping I demand you to come down from your whatever you hide in and make me sleep and feel tired and sleepy like all the normal people do…

Ok, you refuse then I'll close my eyes till they forget to open again until the next morning and I'll beat you, maybe it’s too late but the victory is for who did laugh at the end… right!!!

واحد ولا اتنين

حياتى و دنيتى ملخبطين
أنا أصلا مش عارف أنا ابقى مين
طب أنا واحد ولا اتنين
اتنين بيتخانقوا جوايا خناقات السنين
واحد يجرى شمال و التانى يمين
يا أخوانا مش كده .. اقعدوا ساكتين
هتفرجوا علينا الناس .. و تصحوا النايمين !!

My life concept..

Travel as much as you can, see the beauty around you, then write about how you felt it !!

من أكون!!

من أكون!!

سؤال يطرح نفسه بجنون

خيط رفيع بين العقل و الجنون

اذا ادركته .. فما من نقطة رجوع

هل أنا ما ترون؟ أم انكم لا تدرون؟

أنتم لستم غافلون .. فقط أنتم لا تدركون!

اعلم انى لا اعلم من أكون..

فمن الجنون الظن انكم تعلمون!

لقد نبت .. ولكنى لست زهرة .. فأنا صخرة

نحتتنى الدنيا بأقسى الطرق الخطرة

كدت ان افت و كدت ان اكون ذرة

و لكنى وقفت و لمملمت أشلائى المبعثرة

و أنوى أن أكون هضبة!!!

القصيدة لا تزال فى جيبى !!

الجزء الأول:

- مش باقى لى منِّكـ غير ( رُبع جنية )
.. و شوية فكَّة .. و شوية سلَطَة ..
- ربع جنية مَمضِى ..
و فكّة هبلة ..
و السلَطة .. سلَطة !
- مش باقى لى منك غير ( خروجة) ..
كانت فى يوم .. ما بين يومين ورا بعض ..
يا (جمعة )و (سبت )يا (سبت )و (حد) ..


الجزء التانى:

- مش باقى لى منِّكــ حاجة خالص !!
- (الربع جنية) .. اتصرف فى زنقة
- و ( الفكّة )وقعت من جيب البدلة
- و ( السلطة) مازالت (سلطة )..
بس باظت من كُتر القَعدَة !!
- و الخُروجَة طلعت مش حقيقية
- و اليوم ده مش منسى
- اليوم ده (أصلا) محصلشى
- الوعود هى اللى منسية
- ما أنا (أصلا) ملزمشى !!

For you my friend!!

I’ll walk away... I’ll walk away

You cannot be there for me... So I’ll walk away…  I’ll walk away

I can’t let you go… and I can’t keep you close to me… so I have nothing to say

I let you go once… but I can’t do it anymore… so I have to bay I have to bay...

I walk all the world for you… but it seems to be worthless …

Just let me know what you want… what you need… I’ll do it and they are not just words

Want to be with me… I’ll fight the whole world just for you…

Don’t want that… you got it but just say

Let me make you know that I’ll be the saddest person in the whole world

Just know that I can’t handle losing you again

Maybe I’ll be insane

Maybe I’ll lose my brain

Maybe I’ll miss you a lot

Maybe I’ll cry a lot

But you become sad… just don’t

Maybe I pushed you … maybe I still pushing

For sure I turned your life into a mess… when I came to you and ask for being my “person”…

So now I think I let you decide which way you want to walk in

The one that you going to find me at the end of it… waiting for you… to take my hand

Or the other one that is clear from me… don’t know anything about who I am, where I am, or what I am doing

I’ll let you decide if you going to stay with me to raise my broken heart… and sweep my tears away

Or go and let me down… just like everyone else did before you

I’ll let you decide if you want to take my hand… or cut me of my happiness roots…

My happiness roots which goes from your heart… to my soul!!!

Being there around you keep me fed

Makes me feel like a very young kid

Happy one… with toys and love from all around people who are old

So let me be a kid… let me be… let me be…

3rd day already!

Hi all,
Now that we have reached to the third day of the new year, Did anyone put a schedule to him/herself to follow in 2012 !!

This time we're going to talk about dreams and goals to be reached this year .. I think it's important to do such a thing it makes the life easier to be more successful .. put some goals ahead and go straight to catch it.
ok everybody, Tell me about you goals and dreams and how to make it true..

Don't forget to do some Googling if you kinda a lost :D

Thanks and best regards to all of you and plz do that homework and come with a schedule for you own sake :)

Basma Negm..

Goodbye 2011 !!

First thing to say " Happy new year"..


and then I want to ask you guys what was the best thing that happened to you at 2011 and the worst too ??

for the Egyptian I know of course cuz am one of them ..

but i want it in the personal level .. you know :D

thanks,
Basma Negm

P.S: Happy new year Google .. we can't forget you as you never forgot us in all occasions :D